So, time for another update, now that it seems Ive possibly scared a few people. I really didn’t mean too. It just sort of happened. Its been one of those weeks you know; where all you want to do is lock the door, hide and hope nobody remembers your address and phone number. Perhaps this might explain?
Anyway, one is still here, just. So yes, After the fun of the weekend and generally the madness of the interview last week and getting stuff sorted. Suppose this week, has been a bit of an anti climax in the ‘on the go’ sense. Still not heard ought about the job but doubt I will till next week. But I do hope I get it, I need a change, I’ve decided and I can’t stick it any longer in a job I truly don’t care for. Monday so the hospital. This in itself was interesting, they are unsure now what I keep describing is a problem with the arm, other than the now known tendon damage/strain in the wrist and in fact that it could be a squeezed or once squeezed nerve in the neck or head somewhere, which in turn would possibly pose an un-correctable problem. Thus there has been a very early discussion of being put on a 25mg dose min of amitriptolene to totally null the nerve responses. Which seeing the side effects first hand on a few people, to be honest has sacred me sh*tless. I don’t want to become nulled.
So yes, that was Monday, since then each day except last night has basically been the same, up early with arse end of stinking cold, go to work, do work at boots serving posh-git customers and students before going to pub, get tipsy, coming home and then doing it all again. I think this itself on repeat hasn’t helped feeling like poo.
Today though was my day off, no lay-in though, up and getting work ready to post off to Jenifer Sanderson in Nottingham so she can hopefully sell some work for me. Only about 15 designs but if even two sell I’d have made as much money as a month at boots. After sorting this out and battling the ‘laws of parcel force’. One returned to the makeshift gym, need to try and shift these wobbly bits I’ve acquired and try to feel sexy again.
Off out for granddads birthday tonight for a few hours, so at least something of a change. Not sure what I really want to do for the weekend.